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>.< artist block

Sat Aug 22, 2009, 9:48 AM
  • Mood: Miserable
For a pretty long time I've had artist block...even with that small project I wanted to do that I mentioned. I miss drawing at least a few pictures a week. I used to draw so much in high school it seems and now I don't much even though I love drawing. I do work but the days I am off, it seems I can't draw anything.. I used to play computer games a lot but its been a week or more since i've touched the game and I've been watching anime lately (which I can't remember the last time i watched it, been watching Bleach with the hubby). I want to do artwork, I want to do artwork that can catch people's attention, artwork that can cause a second glance or more at it. I want to do a lot of art work and have it ready for next year's Acen to sell...but is my artwork worthy of being bought as prints? Maybe a few pieces....thats it. >.< GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
*sighs* I told the hubby what would happen if I just gave up on art... *smiles* He looked at me and told me he will never let me give up on it since its my passion. He says I have my own coloring style but at times i can't see it, you know?... Anyone got any ideas on how to get out of this artist block? I want to become better, I've set goals to try and make myself draw but its like its not enough!!!
I need to do artwork that can be bought or cause people to ask for commissions, we are having money problems since we now have a truck (truck payments and gas), car insurance, and other things...His last check was butchered so there is no gas money. He works harder then me cause he gets more hours. My shifts are longer but i can go 3-4 days without work since they schedule weirdly. We need another income, especially if we ever move out, I just don't think my art can be it even though I want it to be. Freaken truck eats up gas so quickly...lol.
Wow, didn't think this would be a long journal...or shall I call it a rant? lol
sorry ^_^ I guess I had to type it out.
I feel....like such a screw up... Sorry...

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  • Interests: anime, wolves, werewolves, dragons, Vince, etc.
  • Favourite movie: Howls Moving Castle, All One Piece movies, Nightmare Before Christmas, Phantom of the Opera, etc
  • Favourite band or musician: too many to list but deffiently Disturbed and SOULIDIUM
  • Favourite genre of music: alternative, anime, etc
  • Favourite artist: Tim Burton, anthro artists, and my friends
  • MP3 player of choice: whatever works
  • Shell of choice: fur
  • Wallpaper of choice: hehe, you wouldn't want to know
  • Skin of choice: *keeps it a secret*
  • Favourite game: DMC series, Guitar Hero games, StarCraft, Perfect Dark, etc
  • Favourite gaming platform: Playstation 2 and Laptop
  • Favourite cartoon character: Zolo(Zoro), Sanji, Dante, Vergil, ZenAku, Tsume
  • Personal Quote: isn't mine but is my favorite:"Knowledge is power, Power corrupts, Study hard, Be evil&
  • Tools of the Trade: computer, pencil, eraser, drawing pad/book, arms, hands, wacom tablet

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:iconladyshar:
hey some of us want more arts!!! *begs*

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clubs I'm in! check them out! [link] [link]
"Thats so STRAIGHT!"
:iconalli-sanbob:
I have another commision for you. I want you to draw Mareo in his demon form. I think he'd be totally B.A. but I can't draw him. Let me know if that's cool with you.

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The ponies...are yellow...
:iconsamuraidevil:
awwww. your making me so happy girl. I don't remember what he looks like in demon form...do explain. ^_^

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:iconalli-sanbob:
Guess what, guess what?? Alysha and I were talking about going half and half on a commission for you! ^_^ We were thinking of asking you to draw Hyder and Lucifer. Talk to Alysha for further details!

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The ponies...are yellow...
:iconsamuraidevil:
*tackle glomps* ^_^ remember that picture from high school that i drew of lucifer?....this one is gonna be so much better i hope. i just need a list from you and her of details.

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Dante: Remember what we used to say?
Vergil: Yeah.
Dante & Vergil: JACKPOT!
:iconalphares:
I'm quite happy you held me for somebody else on LJ.
That was a chance to see another good artist on DA.
I like your work, keep up your style!

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:iconsamuraidevil:
lol, sorry about the mistake. Your picture "Colors of my life" reminded me of Vergil's Vaughn character. lol. ^_^ You have a great gallery. ^_^

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Dante: Remember what we used to say?
Vergil: Yeah.
Dante & Vergil: JACKPOT!
:iconalphares:
It`s okay really ^^
As said, cool to meet new people that way.
Thanks for the watch too!

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~Boys don't cry....but man do...~
:iconqzurr:
Thank so much for the watch! :hug:

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:iconsamuraidevil:
your welcome ^_^

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Dante: Remember what we used to say?
Vergil: Yeah.
Dante & Vergil: JACKPOT!

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